To write or not to write! That's the question. What throws off balance in my life? The balance that I work so hard to build and even more importantly, to maintain. The balance which is so precious to me since it is the basis of my sound functioning as a human. Sometimes you can see things coming and yet, you don't change course, you let them come. You consciously or maybe even subconsciously make a decision, you let your balance thrown off so you could ... Feel for a change. That's it , now it is time to start all over again and build walls around you once again. It's always safer for people outside not to see inside. Build tall walls; I read somewhere today , " a little mystery won't hurt anyone". It's so funny how incapable of mystery making I am. I need walls around me!!